Saturday 30 July 2011

I always fall for the wrong guy , and keep getting heart broken in the end...

Here I go doing the same mistake...
What’s happening to me for god sake...
It’s so worthless, falling in love again..,
With a person I just met then...
Trying to convince my self that it’s just a flare
For sure not, it’s something I totally can’t bare...
Why him out of all men??
He always makes me laugh and blush,
Uhh!!  get over it girl its just a crush...
Friends told me not to fall,
It’s nothing but a wakeup call
He made me love him so deep
Its a good memory I will always keep..
We're two different climates, no chemistry at all
He doesn’t even answer any of phone calls
No more weakening in the legs when I see you
Backing off is something am planning to do!
You have a life and career to look up to girl...!!
Don’t let this flare give it away..
"It’s a priceless piece of an advice


He didn’t love me as much as I did...so am backing off with my pride.....head up high..



Tuesday 26 July 2011

grieving with someone close....

excited sgt blik mitec... blik sini dg azam yg baru..
ni dok pening pk nak add subject.. smpi2 jea mitec ari ahad ari tu mai trus dtg bilik melepaskan rindu dia kat aku
dia x tau aku pown rindu kat dia,amira, fify,edy, aiesah dan ramai lagi..
bila dok mlm2 ni nak update blog x tau kenapa aku jd rindu kat seorg kawan aku ni.. kami dlu rapat..
masa dah lama berlalu dia pown dah x perlukan aku dalam hidup dia.. aku harap dia bahagia dgn idup baru dia..
walau ape pown aku sentiasa igt kenangan manis aku dgn dia.. kami x bergaduh tapi aku yg membawa diri.. 
aku rasa aku yg buat dia hidup dalam kepura-puraan.... kesian kat dia  terpaksa berlakon utk terima aku sebagai kwn padahal dia x lh nak terima aku...
seriously mmg rindu saat berkwn baik dgn dia... 
kadang2 bila teringgat kat kwn lama ni aku menangis sendirian byk sgt kenangan yg kami lalui sesme....
walapun kite dah x berkwn akak doakan awk sentiasa gembira & bahagia disisi org yg berada di sekeliling awk...*****!....






Sunday 10 July 2011

Over For Now

We cannot hold on to our love much longer
For this break has made me stronger
You still hold a special place in my heart
And if ever, you change your mind
I will always be waiting for you
I try to hide my pain
Behind this fake painted smile
No one can see past it
Except for you and your friendship
I must accept it
Friends are all we are going to be
For now, we'll see
But if it's meant to be
God will take care of everything
It's not in our hands anymore
He will make the final call
If we are meant to be
He will be the one to choose
He will lead us back to each other
I pray and I hope
We are meant to be.
Because I can't live without you
You are the one for me.