salam hye..
minggu ni minggu paling busy sekali..
assignment, quiz ,test sume nak kena siap kan... stress tahap melampau dgn kafe x bukak waktu malam
terpaksa kirim kat kawan mkn.. itu pown kalo ade org nak kuar..
rindu kat family and friends. nni tgh sibuk wat airport management individual assignment x siap2 lagi,
tgh carik sape stakeholder utk NDIA. x jumpa lagi.. Mog x buat lagi nasib la adik aku sorg ni banyak membantu
kalo x de dia pening aku.. airport assignment grouping in progress...
mingg ni aku terjumpa kawan kelas aku dia dtg melawat kami yg amik short course ni.... dia kata ni mungkin last kite jumpa..aku jd cuak.. bila dok findout knape rupa2nya dia dah lost hope utk belajar lagi..di sebb kan result dia sem lepas down to drain.. aku x paham kenapa manusia cepat mengalah.. kenapa perlu salah kan takdir kalo diri sendiri x penah cuba utk berusaha.. aku ni umur dah 27 thn tp masih lagi ade semangat nak further study.. aku x nak org kata aku ni buat kerja separuh jalan..aku ade terpikir nak bantu kawan aku tu utk terus berusaha.. tapi aku x tau nak kata ape pada org yg cepat putus asa.. aku harap dia sedar sblum dia menyesal dgn keputusan dia...
kebanyakan org islam ni mudah lupa dgn kejadian diri nya.. lupa yg Allah swt yg menciptanya.. senang nak menyalahkan takdir.. tanpa berfikir panjang terus jea nak salah kan takdir mengucap la wahai kawanku.. mengucap... semoga kau menjadi org islam yg sentiasa bersyukur dgn pemberian Allah swt...

Something that i hate about myself...

I am nowhere near perfect
I eat when i am bored
I fall for boys easily
I'm vulnerable to believing lies
I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile
I make up excuses for everything
I have best friend and enemies
I have drama and memories and that's life
LIVE IT, LOVE IT....LEARN FROM IT..

Where I Stand

I feel trapped in an infinite and bitter cold,
Imprisoned by the pain and lies you've told.
You asked me to forgive you for all that you've done,
But this is the web of betrayal you have spun.



This has taken much time and its breaking my heart,
And Ive concluded were best off apart.
But before i say good-bye and let go,
There are a few things that I want you to know.



I forgive you for all that you've done,
For wrecking my life and stabbing my heart.
For your ill thought and premature misconceptions,
And your abusiveness,rage and crazed obsession.


I do wish you luck and love with someone else,
but before this i hope you once find yourself.

~ shiegin tazli~